We all have those moments when we feel things are not quite right with the world or with ourselves. Well this morning, I was not sure which it was. I was eyeing everything as if I was confused or intrigued by it. I was just in LA LA land. I was both ready to go back to bed and curious as to why I had this strange feeling about my day. It’s just like a puppy who is discovering new things. You call their name or they see something new and they look at you and when you do something or don’t they stop and cock their head to some side and stare at you waiting for something, ANYTHING to happen because you hold that new bit of information that new magic they have learned is LIFE. They have associated ‘interesting’ with you! They follow you around because they know you do interesting things and have grown an attachment because you do things for them that no one thing can do for them at that stage in their lives (like basic necessities).
Though I do not require basic necessities right now, maybe I am waiting on God right now because I am hearing him shifting the atmosphere for me. Something is happening and I am unsure of this thing but I am following him around waiting… I do not feel anxious, just waiting like a puppy walking around.