Yep I’m a sci fi geek and I love fantasy. The funny part is sometimes at the most inconvenient and even most inappropriate times I have science fiction fantasies. This makes me more in tune with the fact that my dad just may be right. I may need to write a book and soon so that I can get these crazy thoughts out of my mind and into a book so that I can at least be looked at the eccentric artist with acclaimed accolades for her eccentric styles and views of the world, LOL.
I mean seriously to bust out laughing because as you watch a person standing beside trying to reach something in a store you have a sudden vision of them someone coming in and creating some absurd act that would cause create complete and utter chaos in the name of hilarity. I mean it means that I need to laugh yes, but at the expense of this poor overly serious buttoned up chap that looks like they have never had a laugh in life, well yes, yes it does in the words of my dear Phineas and Ferb fanatics
I am saying that apparently I go off on these fantasies in my mind because I am lacking something. But I also enjoy telling stories as well. So writing a book for children and young adults would be enjoyable to me. I also write about serious things too but I found that when I was younger and even in my teenage years I almost felt compelled to over exaggerate things that happened in my everyday life to the point of lying because it felt RIGHT. It wasn’t because I wanted to necessarily lie and I knew it was wrong but I felt like I could not help it. Then I realized it felt better to write about these things and make short stories that paralleled my life. I called them fiction and really made them even more wild and funnier. I added names that I liked and blended moments from other events and made them as I wanted them to be with more tragic or happier endings and this way I could feel better about life and tell things as they were to my friends and not isolate my friends and still enjoy life as it was in my mind. I lost that book long ago. It helped me to heal and control myself until I was able to do so on my own.
But now I enjoy blogging and giving life as it truly is telling you the things that I simply couldn’t make up if I tried. My life has turned into such a dramatic entity that apparently all those years of made up things have caught up with me.
Though I still make up my stories and enjoy daydreaming and having my sci fi moments and believe me they still happen often I can say that my written book will happen at it’s own pace. I will do so someday but I think it will take a great goading and support by many people as I am still a bit insecure in both the process and my abilities.